you know, these days. when i see a couple with a baby in their arms. i ask myself, when will that happen for me? i mean yeah i know im 21 and a long way to go but then again mum got married at this age. so yeah. is like. i wanna have a baby too!! lol. no seriously. i do. i swear i would love the baby more than i love myself. and one day, insyaallah. god will give me a perfect looking baby, or even for me to be able to give birth to one. i would be thankful enough. amin.
sometimes is scary listening to myself. i mean READ. i want a freaking baby! when girls my age all they can think of is party-ing, club-ing, sex-ing, drug-ing, drink-ing and many "ing". but dont get me wrong. i mean i dont want it now obviously. but i want it thats for sure.
tomorrow will be heading back to singapore. for kak long's engagement. and next thing you know she'll be getting married. :D im glad she finally found someone. like i still remember her first real relantionship back then was with this chinese dude. i was very young to know anything but all i know is she became very fluent in chinese cos of him! power! ahahhaa and then one time she was with this younger guy and another time she was with this scary looking dude who hits her!!!! what the f. and now she's like with a policemen i think. but wow, i mean banyak betul she has to go through just to finally found the one? i wouldnt wanna go through all that. never.
i watched sex and the city that day. it is so sexually funny. LOL LOL LOL! next would be lagenda budak setan and step up 3 eclipse andddddddddddddddd harry potter !!
i wanna go usher. someone better make it happen. i dont care.
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