happy birthday abang.
eventhough your far away, i always remember your presence in this house.
eventhough we were never close, you always make me feel safe.
eventhough we always fought, i know that you will protect me in everyway you can.
eventhough i never say it, i cry everytime thinking what life would be without you.
please take care of yourself and i hope u know we are missing you everyday..
i promise to take care of mom and dad and i will try to not spend their money too much. hehehehe. :P
im doing good here, maybe not such a good girl that you want me to be but dont worry im not getting into any jail or rehab or involve in some illegal crime. mummy and daddy is also doing good but sometimes is hard without you around cos the attentions all on me so whatever i do they will start picking on me :( i want you to know that i have someone taking care of me now and when you come back hopefully you can see it for yourself that im happy and that he loves me alot and would never do anything to hurt me. abang, i miss you sending me to school and fetching me and eventhough we both never talk in the car but i miss you singing like a crazy guy. knowing that raya is close i miss the fact that you will be here and you will be so nice to me on the first day. ( cos is the first day so u dont want to be all nasty to me ) i miss salam(ing) your hand everytime i want to get off the car or go somewhere. i miss you knocking on my door just to say "mummy ask you to go down". i miss back in school you will always tell me to butang my baju kurung EVERY SINGLE TIME you see me. i miss just knowing that your here. right next door. and i can hear the toilet flushing two three oclock in the morning.
i love you. your my hero abang.
your one and only sister,
adik.
