dear god,
i felt pain down to the deepest core
i lost every sanity i ever known
i struggle just to come across a smile
i have surrender and i let fate win
dear god,
i build a wall to every man that tries to reach me
i learn a side of me that i'v kept
i created a new character for me to play
i found strenght that i needed
dear god,
all i ask is please give me something to believe in
give me a reason to be afraid
where is the faith that was here all along?
im drowning,by my own tears, by my own mistakes.
dear god,
how will this ever end?
you're the only one that keeps me going
my key to survival
without you to believe in,
i swear i'll crash,
this time, ill fall apart down to the very last bone
dear god,
this year has taken is toll on me
and im not ready for a new year
just please god,
let me; let me be free
